"Circumcise heart" and "meat"

I was tired yesterday so took well a nap but slept…got up close to 10 pm had not fed the pups even their dinner. So fed pups cleaned them and all went back to bed…I got up couldn’t sleep. Yesterday a lot of thoughts about the Muslims and searching, wishing I could talk to Walid Shoebat…for several reasons in things heard from him, his testimony I loved as the man first hear did proper.. Ask God…about Messiah. I talk Ask Ask Ask over and over I feel..but people ask man not God. Walid had a love for God a seeking desire in his heart to know the truth so asked. Many people raised many different ways..believe there is a God. They don’t see evidence or things within their religions they investigate to gain knowledge of others. Yet how many with a heart to really know and desire to follow the one true God creator of everything including us…Ask even that way. Most all even talk or have a Messiah type in their religions. Walid Ask God to show him married a Catholic woman. Now the difference between him and Matthew is that he never said he was a prophet. That is what Messiah sent. So question…if Messiah said He sent Prophets, wise men and scribes. Who would be type giving instruction? How many religions have Prophets leading them? Anyway just asking…but that not where I was getting up at 11:12 again. Did though curious about Ishmael and timing of things look him up. While scanning some things hear:

“Circumcise heart” of course I am working on things to higher my son to work for me is the direction I am going. I want J first so had asked him how much money for you to work for me..I want no man over you. I asked how much he made a year…and would he for x amount work for me. So that is what I will do. If there is no support for me.. word then that is it I am done. I want no money for myself.. I want my son..starting with J. I will higher him myself..with support or I am done this can all be blown away. So I am going that direction I am done with people of this would wanting to know and understand anything done. I will say happy hunting next time if there is one. All are has bens (sounds like wolf benjamin Paul and Saul) to me…and J and Josh live as they would all in the world..let it be song.

Well I started weeping with that word talking to Father in head… all scriptures I brought “meat” Messiah.. who cares what u see I talk head to Father. It is great that companies like duckduckgo and bing and yahoo all do things to help search but you tell me what has any of them owners done to support my efforts? Or allow me to higher my son?

I am done…I will try myself as it is just me at the moment and may forever be for all I know. So that my yaking to Father.

I got not one dam penny with the fund raising not even from my family so no person but me seems to believe a dam thing. Not one email not one comment.. I have had enough…and that is what I told Father…show me something..I gave all I can give to a people like this.

IF NOT ANY PERSON OR JOINED TOGETHER PERSON CAN'T AFFORD AND SUPPORT ME IN THIS GIVE TO ME PEOPLE I WILL PAY MY SON J TO WORK FOR ME WE ARE TALKING 1 PERSONS SALARY IF NOT ONE PERSON CAN STEP UP TO SUPPORT ME AS THIS IS MY CALL ME FOR ME FOR ME

Meeting

So "meeting" Is 1:13 Well there is only one folks...where did Father take you in His word...do you hear a word? Well you best maybe read the full chapter... but mention of courts is also there I talk constantly about going to court with Father... And these dang people are looking for a revival type thing won't do as God Himself taught you when He was here as Messiah. People will not follow...so lets zoom millions. God Our Father Messiah in flesh..is not going to change or add to what his 2 disciples Matthew and John told you. It also fits...he sent them by 2. So what is Mark and Luke? Who waited on the Lord to even write their books? Yet John mentions there would be so many books you could not contain them. So is God going to judge you by the millions of books that He maybe gave one or two insights to something in the word? If you are lucky you may get that out of all the books written. I would rather talk to Father all the time and hear from Him throughout my full day.

Actually I was not going to talk about or say that at all with typing that title. I was going to tell you about my meeting with Bob, but hear what I typed so did what hear and looked the word up. Does that even what I did is it mentioned by Matthew or John? Any hands raised? lol Well did me right away...so I say Father (in my head talk to Him) does this scripture that comes to me fit that? (I talk to Father with His words) So will look up for you what I ask Father. Matthew 10:20 (KJV) For it is not ye that speak, but the Spirit of your Father which speaketh in you. That my friends? is not taught and done...teaching people to do as hear even if hear from their own typing or teaching stop and look up...showing people to do the same. Could be God could be Satan...does it fit?

We live in a Godless world. There should be a bible on every working believers computer even at work. People that hear receive direction.. but God is removed from every part of our life. You don't walk with God if you are not able to find what He said to you. It is written He said. but lets go listen to men or women and not God.. an hour a week at church enough for me...and He as said hates it. So the answer was I was correct...it fit. I know not one in the world that teaches to hear God and look it up...His words .. any religion around the world...show me one. People think if they don't hear the rattling of a mouth it is not God... now I am not saying God does not have people that hear and do... say these things. Even with me hearing...looking up when attacked you need more..I certainly went through that.

I knew while alive who to call...that was my daddy...never asked any man but my daddy. Have enough shit in the world jump on you didn't want to add demons of church people on me cause they don't follow God Messiah Himself..When I was attacked so bad..I didn't want my daddy to pray for me any way but tongues..and the man never used them to me or any prayer ever heard..just knew by the Spirit my daddy could...and demanded it I did. If you use any words besides Father Son and Spirit you get demons. Even my daddy called Messiah Jesus as we all did...I in demanding tongues from my daddy knew by the Spirit the words would not come out of his mouth...so I demanded tongues not knowing he did them but knew he went just him not mom went to spiritual warfare meetings. He prayed in tongues on phone with me and that quick things started happening.

I did mention may times re Matthew training me...he bound all kinds of things never used the word either I jumped and grabbed that binding with attack again...daddy was not here for me any longer. He used no name but Abba as I remember. So please do not pray for me ok...I am picky...I don't want all your demon names...would rather have the Indians pray for me using only the words Great Spirit. Fitting it is..say head..look up for u..John 4:24 (KJV) God is a Spirit: and they that worship him must worship him in spirit and in truth. Put a name on it other than what I said...get thee behind me Satan. Talk to me in a language I don't understand like Catholics pronouncing things Latin get the behind me satan.

This was Father's direction...so did first will put it elsewhere and now go type here for what was going to just say will add a link to both pages. So time wise this will appear as being last...not first as it was huh? Even those things could be pondered.. Father gave me OT words..I came back to Him with Messiah words...same court first and last...I get a kick out of those things in court.

A dire warning to son Joshua and all involved or promoting.

Went to edit colors etc on this page 7: ?? a.m. heard this song..put it here for you. as I saw tiny light top way far over on image here